"cramilicious" was around way before "fergalicious"

it's going to be a really busy next couple of days, preparing for the london trip (i'm so excited, i might pee my pants in fergie style) and getting work done before i leave. five glorious days in london. i wish it were five months, then i'll probably get my fill. i accidentally erased (!!!) videos i took from my last trip off my laptop and i'm desperately trying to find recovery software. i confused work (read: HSM cast videos) with videos of my hotel, sightseeing, etc. and trashed it along with the rest. ugh. i've had a couple of people contact me recently, which is very odd, because i guess i'm missed by those who i don't see on a daily basis anymore. the fact is, i'm not in that place yet where i'm fully okay to deal with everything, so it's very hard for me to pick up the phone and call some friends. i'm not writing these people off, but i hope they understand that they come with baggage, too. i'm venting when i should be writing a story on miley cyrus and emily osment. they're bffs!!! there you go, folks. that's a bachelor's degree in action right there! woohoo!