hey baby (aka a letter to my blog)

i haven't forgotten about you. i know i haven't been blogging, but i've been busy with work, mostly. i just spent a day at a music video shoot. i am a little behind on the issue we are writing now. dean's birthday was last weekend, and wendy's is this weekend. candy just got an apartment on the beach. london boy's coming in two weeks (!!!) so you see, i can't just sit here and blog like i used to. i hope you understand. baby, i'm still here for you. i still want to give you all the attention in the world. i would give you dick in a box if i could. right now, i'm finishing up my day and going to "R" (yeah, i know your bff heidi hates that word). i need lots of rest. maybe you and i could spend more time next week. i think about you 24/7. the "other woman," er "blog girl," that was just work. she doesn't mean anything to me. i don't share my secrets to her, but i do to you. please don't get mad at me. don't throw away the last year we've spent together. i promise to blog more, but just give me time, baby. i love you.

veeg.