week two.

as much as i can't stand to write any more about billie joe armstrong, i like that work keeps me busy. my weekend started off ok, i had a bbq at sheila's sat morning, followed by a bbq with jen at isis' house sat night. i drank more than i should have, so around 9:45 pm i was right outside isis' house on venice, and i started thinking about the missing piece. it's not there to hold me, call me when it's quiet in my apartment, meet me outside for a quick hello. shit, i miss it so much. all of it. but it's where i find more strength. to know the decision stands, and i have much to work on. mother's day went really well yesterday. had lunch with the fam, then off to moorpark. i'm excited that i got the new apartment. i can't wait to fill it with new memories.