yin and yang

what a difference a week makes. this time last week, i was tying up the rope to my noose in this throw up yellow office of mine, feeling miserable and ready to give it up. i feel different this week. the yellow is more sunshine than puke today. i had two wonderful dates in the last week - john legend & shabu shabu with heidi, chipotle & grand lux with aimee. i've started going to the gym again, even running into cramus pierce. he smiled and said "good job, kid" to me the other day, so that means i'm doing something right with my training. i've got a few ideas for my friends and family member's holiday presents. el greco britboy is super nice and into the cram. whatever it is we have right now, it's nice. and i haven't felt nice in awhile. he might come out to visit after new year's. so i'm smiling, even though a folder of zac articles are in front of me and i still have no idea what to write for his two page feature. i have my orientation for project angel food tomorrow, then moorpark on sunday. dean wants to see happy feet with tito marc. i heart that kid. and i heart his brother or sister (due this summer) already. i agree with heidi. the view from our office is unbelievable. i really hope we don't relocate...to glendale!